Tarántula
False eyelash in Maria’s transmission
maria — she’s mexican — but she’s american as Howling Wolf — ‘my worried mind, it annoys me! i cant take my rest! i’m disgusting!’ says her brother, who sneaks across the border & gets drunk on skinny whores & Turkish gas — ‘maria needs a shot’ says King Villager ‘she needs a shot of a very bored God’ — the rest of the villagers sing a song that sounds like ‘oh the days of forty nine’ in a Welsh accent & Adlai Stevenson starting a riot on the mountaintop… maria once nailed coffins for a living — ‘i will bust a plateglass window over Adlai Stevenson’s head!’ says her brother very drunk on Turkish gas ‘i will prove to him that he too is a masochist — i shall make him bend like a woman & wish he was on a freight train to Frisco’ — a marine with his finger nibbled — Josephine — whose grandfather died at Shiloh — stabbed maria once & hid her clothes — she was arrested on an incest charge… King Villager, who is slowly dying of cancer, polishes his noisy beard now & mutters ‘cops — progress american monuments’ & ‘nothing matters’ maria has made love with a beggar recently — he was disguised in flamboyant tinfoil they made it in a saddlebag — she can run a mile in 5 days point 9 & the traveling roadshow that comes thru the town once a year respects her for it… maria’s father lays dead on the hill — rich pimps — humanity & civilization walk over his grave to show her that they mean business… she is not going on any goodwill tours this year — there is a false eyelash in her transmission… there is not many places she can taste
this is my last letter — i’ve tried to
please you, but i see now that you have
too much on your mind what you need is
someone to flatter you i would do that, hut
what would be the worth? after all, i
need nothing from you you are so much
tied up in, though, that you have turned
into a piece of hunger while the mystics
of the world jump in the sun, you have
turned into a lampshade — if youre going to think,
dont think about why people dont love each
other — think about why they dont love themselves —
maybe then, you will begin to love them if
you have something to say, let me know, i’m
just around the corner, located by the flight
controls take it easy & dont scratch too
much — watch the green peppers & i think youve
had enough popcorn — youre turning into an addict —
as i said, there’s simply nothing i can give
you excpt a simply — there is nothing i can take
from you excpt a guilty conscience — i cant give
nor take any habit… see you at the masquerade ball
tormentedly
water boy